Being talkative

For me and many other people being open and talkative is orhas been a weak spot.

My example has been really bad. but it has not always been that way. at first i was a really spontanious young boy, who was always making friends. this basically changed when a lot of negative things had happened. I got constantly bullied for reasons unknown to me (which i really discourage. i am anti bullying) my parents also got a divorce. The result was that i began to believe that all people were bad and i started to turn more towards myself.

The only solution for me to become positive once again was the best feeling in the world: love! Love from everyone i ever loved helped me through a difficult part in my school carrier. I was getting bad grates and one evening with some emotional songs i began thinking about all the positive things i did and people i helped. The next day i started studying hardcore. And finally i passed that year. This is the result of the first spiritual thing i ever believed in, named karma.

A year later i got some assignments from my mentor to become more talkative. I started talking to more people and eventually i met someone i really love: my girlfriend :3. She is helping me becoming my old me. Who made a lot of friends which is really important in this modern world. I now actually like talking to new people, but most of all i appreciate old friends more now i know love and good karma.